You don't understand what I'm going through!!
You are right, but it is not me whose understanding needs an adjustment...needs focus ...needs to believe the truth not ignore it just because of your grave disappointment.
Or just because you think you have turned your back on God because you have cried "I Hate You!" (What child hasn't said that to his or her parent(s)?)
In fact your dissappointment with the situation actually has you blaming God because "if He really loved you He wouldn't let things like this happen". (Don't be affraid to face this ...face to FACE)
Go ahead and blame Him ...He is big enough to take it .... He is big enough to not let you go...
It's OK ...He was there during the offense , He is here here and totally in touch with the feelings of you're suffering He's not leaving just because you think you have pushed Him away ...GOD loves His kids more than that! Unless you are not His.
R U HIS?.......Listen closely .."He hath said, I will never leave you nor forsake you!" (Heb. 13:5)
We will throw the "NEVERS" around like we really can control that moment ...no one but GOD Himself can promise NEVER....we will always fail in the "NEVERS" and the "ALWAYS".
R U HIS? ....... And "Lo, I am with you ALWAYS even unto the end of the World."(Matt.28:20)
If so ...R U LISTENING? ......
And then comes the tempter pointing you in this direction: "unless ... I'm just to get over it and move on" (just get over it and move on)??? ..
And here is the place we want to quit: .."I don't know where to start"??? ...
Start by ending the act of making your heart sick (by putting off hope ...dragging it behind you ...instead of letting it rise before you)!
here is where we can walk down a familiar path and see what it was that we missed because "We are not healed!"
"shib-aw-thah'-yim"
Proverbs 10:28 The hope of the righteous shall be gladness: but the expectation of the wicked shall perish . "shib-aw-thah'-yim"
Proverbs 11:7 When a wicked man dieth, his expectation shall perish : and the hope of unjust men perisheth . "shib-aw-thah'-yim" ....
Proverbs 13:12 Hope deferred maketh the heart sick : but when the desire cometh , it is a tree of life."shib-aw-thah'-yim"
God deals in the sevenfold ...His love will meet you at the point of the offense and carry you though ...sevenfold.
Quit stacking the odds against you and trust His "Sevenfold" love for you. NEVER against you ...ALWAYS for you.
HLFA,
Jeff
